Loren Pennington: This is a Flint Hills Oral History
Project World War II Veterans Series interview with Mr
This is a Flint Hills Oral History Project World War II Veterans Series
interview with Mr. Howard R. Goodwin, who resides at 944 Grand Street in
Emporia, Kansas. The interviewer is Loren Pennington, Emeritus Professor of
History at Emporia State University. Today's date is May 19, 2006, and the
interview is taking place in the Goodwin home. [Mr. Goodwin has since moved
to 1521 Lincoln Street.]
[This is tape 1, side A.]
Loren Pennington: Mr. Goodwin, I should note at the beginning that you
and I had never met until few days ago when we arranged this interview.
Nevertheless, we will try to keep the interview as informal as possible. I
should like to have you begin with a brief sketch of your life before you
entered the Army, when and where you were born, who your parents were, what
they did for a living, where you went to school, and how you family fared
during the Great Depression of the 1930s.
Howard Goodwin: I was
born in Emporia, Kansas, March 31, 1924. My father was named Byron K.
Goodwin.
LP: And your mother?
HG: My mother's name
was Ada May Fry Goodwin.
LP: And again, when was this that you
were born?
HG: March 31, 1924, Newman Hospital.
LP:
What did your father or your parents do for a living?
HG: My
father was a printer for Theodore Poehler Mercantile Company here in
Emporia, and he printed labels and cost books and things like that for the
[wholesale grocery business]. And my mother was a practical nurse at St.
Mary's Hospital for years.
LP: Is this the job [your father]
held all during the Depression, then?
HG: He did, yes.
LP: How did your family fare in the Depression?
HG: Well, we
were poor, but we didn't realize it because everybody else was poor.
LP: Didn't miss any meals?
HG: I think we did miss a
few.
LP: But you didn't go hungry?
HG: We didn't go
hungry. We kept alive.
LP: You were probably as well off as
everybody else in Emporia. Tell me about you schooling.
HG:
Well, I started out in grade school at the old Century School at about 1002
Commercial, and went there from kindergarten through the sixth grade, and
then went down to Lowther Junior High School, seventh through the ninth,
and then to Emporia Senior High School from the tenth through twelfth.
LP: So you graduated from Emporia High School. When was this?
HG: May, 1943.
LP: So the war was already under way when
you graduated. Let's go back and look at those Depression years and the
build-up. Obviously the war had been coming on since the middle 1930s, what
with the rise of Hitler, of the Japanese, and that sort of thing, and
actually broke out in September of 1939 in Europe. Did you and your family
pay much attention to what was going on out there in the greater world?
HG: I don't believe we did.
LP: You didn't have this as
a regular discussion? Did you study this at all in school?
HG:
In school, yes, we had some kind of paper that came out.
LP: Was
it called Weekly Reader?
HG: Weekly Reader, I think it was. And
it went through the war and stuff that was going on the in `30s.
LP: Of course the United States did not take part in the war during the
first two years, but on December 7, [1941], the Japanese attacked Pearl
Harbor. Do you remember that day?
HG: I remember that.
LP: What did you think? Can you recall what you thought when you heard of
Pearl Harbor?
HG: Everybody was kind of scared; a lot of
commotion [was] going around. I was downtown on Commercial Street with a
buddy.
LP: Of course it was a Sunday.
HG: Yes.
LP: Did you detect fear? Was there anger?
HG: Yes, yes,
I think there was anger, mad because they did that.
LP: You went
on going to school during the first year or so of war. Was it 1943 that you
say you graduated?
HG: 1943, yes.
LP: And how soon
after your graduation did you go into the service?
HG: I got my
draft notice in February. My birthday is March, and I had to go to the
draft board, and they let me go on to finish in May.
LP: Well,
actually, '43, see, you were born in '24?
HG: Yes.
LP: '43 you would have been 19.
HG: Yes.
LP: Well,
you had to register for the draft when you were 18.
HG: Yes.
LP: But that would have been in '42, right?
HG: Yes, but
I didn't get my draft notice.
LP: Oh, the draft notice to report
came later on and they let you go ahead and go to graduation.
HG: And I was behind a year in school because I had a lot of ear problems
in kindergarten and so they didn't think I should go on because I had
abscessed ears and tonsillitis and stuff.
LP: So you were really
kind of a year late graduating. So in 1943 you graduated then, and almost
immediately you got called up.
HG: In July.
LP: July
of '43 was your call up. And where did you go for your basic training?
HG: First we went to Leavenworth, and that's where we got inducted.
[A bus was used to take us there with kids I knew from high school. From
Leavenworth] some of us went to Texas and some of us went to Camp Haan,
California.
LP: So you took your basic training at Camp Haan.
What sort of basic training was this?
HG: Well, it was kind of
infantry training; the articles of war [were read to us] and all that kind
of stuff. We exercised, and after so long we went out to Camp Irwin with
our field artillery, our anti-aircraft guns.
LP: Oh, you trained
as an anti-aircraft gunner, then?
HG: Yes.
LP: How
long was this whole period of your training, about? Sixteen weeks or
something of that nature?
HG: Oh, I think it was at least that.
The first outfit I was in was the 833rd Anti-Aircraft, and they said that
they had too many anti-aircraft units. They had an order come upthey had at
Camp Irwin in the Mojave Desert a real hot anti-aircraft outfit, the 548th.
So they let anybody from E-5, corporal, and the PFC and private, buck
private, if they wanted to, could volunteer for overseas duty to go with
the 548th.
LP: Is that what you did then?
HG: That's
what we did.
LP: So you went with the 548th Anti-Aircraft unit.
Looking back on this training that you had at Camp Haan and at Camp Irwin,
what did you think of it?
HG: I thought it was going to be
rough, going through the infiltration course and under the barbed wire with
machine guns.
LP: Machine guns firing?
HG: Firing
over you. And everything around when you're going through training, it says
``Kill or be killed.'' They're getting that in your headkill or be
killed.
LP: How would you rate the quality of that training?
HG: I think we had good training.
LP: You had good
non-commissioned officers as cadre?
HG: In fact, our 833rd Lt.
Col. Oliver transferred to the 548th when we went there.
LP: So
you had a good opinion of the training. How did you find the discipline?
HG: I thought it was kind of rough, but you learned a lot; you
learned more how to take discipline.
LP: You think it was
fair?
HG: Oh, yes.
LP: You personally didn't have any
trouble with the discipline. How did you do with the food?
HG:
Well, pretty good, all except the chicken.
LP: Pardon? It was
all what?
HG: All except chicken.
LP: Tell me why you
say except chicken.
HG: For some reason, the 548th, when we got
out to the Mojave Desert, they had chicken a lot out there, and for some
reason, I was on KP a lot, and at 4 o'clock in the morning KP duties start.
A lot of times they'd have these 50 gallon barrels, metal barrels, and you
have to take the strap off the lid, and boy, they'd been sitting out in the
hot sun. They'd had the heads pulled off the chickens, and a few of the
feathers, and I mean the stink! It got so I couldn't eat chicken it stunk
so bad.
LP: It's still hanging on with you?
HG: Yes,
it still bothers me.
LP: When did you get married?
HG: November 6, 1943.
LP: So you weren't married at the time
you were in basic training, but you probably married right after basic
training.
HG: No, I was in basic training.
LP: You
were in basic training.
HG: I was homesick, so my mother and my
girlfriend that I went to school with decided they'd better come out and
see me. So they came out to Riverside, California, and then we went into
Riverside on November 6, 1943, it was on a Saturday, and we got married at
noon.
LP: And your wife's name was what?
HG: Mary
Alice. Her maiden name?
LP: Yes.
HG: Geiger.
LP: And you're still married?
HG: Yes, we're still married.
LP: Did she stay with you in California then?
HG: No,
not after we were married. She and my mother came back. Back in those days,
a young girl like that wouldn't dare travel by herself, so my mother went
with her, and then they came back together. Then my wife, Mary Alice, and
another wife, Bob Chamberlain's from Madison, came out together [after
basic training].
LP: Did you get to go home after your basic
training?
HG: Yes, for fourteen days.
LP: So you got
fourteen days. But you were gone most of the time. You've got a wife,
you've got your mother, your father too, back in Emporia. Did you
communicate much with them while you were in the service, especially when
you were overseas?
HG: I tried to. When I had time, I'd write a
letter.
LP: You wrote letters.
HG: I tried to the
whole time, but sometimes you're too busy. Sometimes there are too many
airplanes coming over.
LP: And also, of course, it's a long
travel time with the letters. Did they write regularly to you?
HG: Yes, they wrote real regularly.
LP: While you were in
basic training, did you feel stressed out or anything of this type?
HG: Just homesick.
LP: You didn't feel you were in any
real danger or anything of that kind?
HG: First time I was ever
out of Kansas was when I went to California. It was bad. I was really
homesick.
LP: After you finished basic training, and after you
finished your fourteen days leave, where did you go then?
HG: I
was on a train coming through Emporia, and it stopped there to get some
exercise on the platform. I saw a girl who worked with my wife at the Santa
Feshe had gotten a job with Santa Feon the platform. They had guards on the
train and wouldn't let you off unless you got off with guards to drill.
[This was at night and my wife worked in the Santa Fe office during the
day. I couldn't get off the train to call her.] The girl ran in and called
my wife at home and then my wife would tell her what to say, and then she'd
run back out, and it was just back and forth for about thirty or forty-five
minutes. We called it long distance. And then we went up to Camp Shank, New
Jersey.
LP: And I take it this was your embarkation point for
overseas in Europe.
HG: Yes.
LP: Tell me about your
trip to Europe.
HG: Well, it was kind of fastfaster than it was
going through the English Channel. Going over, we missed our convoy at the
port in New Jersey, and on September 24, 1944, they put us on the Queen
Elizabeth.
LP: September of '44 you're on the Queen Elizabeth,
you're heading for Europe. How was the trip?
HG: Well, three
days out, we passed our convoy that we were supposed to be on that we
missed, and before we got over there, we'd outrun a couple of submarines,
and we landed at [Glasglow], Scotland.
LP: You weren't actually
attacked by submarines?
HG: No, no, we just outran them. They
saw us.
LP: You were going so fast the submarines couldn't keep
up.
HG: And that was on the 30th, we landed at Glasgow,
Scotland.
LP: Did you get any further training in England?
HG: No; we went from Scotland down to Leeds, England, and we had
everything, all of our guns and everything was 40mm and had cosmolene; that
was the stuff to keep it from rusting, to keep it dry. We had to use a lot
of hot water.
LP: Did you get weapons in Britain or did you take
them with you?
HG: We got them in Britain.
LP: So
when did you actually get going to France?
HG: We went down from
Leeds through London to Southampton and then we went across the English
Channel.
LP: By ship, I presume.
HG: By ship, with
our guns and stuff, so it wasn't a real small one. And we landed at Omaha
Beach. And then we got off at Omaha Beach, and it took us ten days; it took
us six days to cross the ocean but it took us ten days to cross the English
Channel because it was so rough and bad weather. And then we got off the
beach and we pulled up to a little townI can't remember the name of it now;
there was an apple orchard around, and we had to clean our equipment
again.
LP: When you got over there, what Army did you get
attached to? There were several American Armies over there.
HG:
Somewhere along the way, while we were going to Paris we got orders.
LP: What infantry division?
HG: 102nd Infantry.
LP: 102nd Infantry, that would be the 9th Army.
HG: The 9th
Army. [Brigadier General Frank A. Keating commanded the 102nd Infantry.]
LP: I believe your actual 9th Army commander was General
William Simpson. Do you remember anything about him at all?
HG:
No.
LP: Okay, I guess it would be unusual if you did. General
Omar Bradley was the overall American field commander.
HG: For a
little while after we got up thereI'm getting ahead of my storybut way up
there in the north of Germany, we were for about two or three months under
Field Marshall Montgomery.
LP: The 9th Army was shifted to Field
Marshall Montgomery in a very controversial shift from under Bradley for
about three months.
HG: I didn't like Montgomery at all.
Montgomery couldn't get his air force, his lend-lease airplanes, they were
our airplanes, but he couldn't get them over. He got them over too far, he
was strafing our own men.
LP: I take it you didn't have a very
good opinion of General Montgomery.
HG: No, I sure didn't.
LP: That was a kind of typical American opinion of Montgomery and
also Eisenhower's opinion, though Eisenhower generally kept it to himself.
If I've got the picture right, as you move forward, you are on the American
left, and the British and the Canadians are to your left, stretching up to
the northwest.
HG: Yes. And I think my brother Kelly was in
Company B [137th Infantry, 35th Division], and I think they were in
Patton's 3rd Army.
LP: Yes.
HG: And they moved them
up to help out Field Marshall Montgomery, I think.
LP: This was
during the Battle of the Bulge.
HG: During the Battle of the
Bulge.
LP: Did you ever get to visit your brother?
HG: Yes. I went AWOL. Well, I'll go ahead with my story. We bivouacked
outside of Paris, and we went up through France, clear up into a little
country, Luxembourg, is where we got strafed. The first enemy fire we had
was at Luxembourg.
LP: You mean strafed from the air?
HG: Yes. German ME109s and FW190s strafed us as we were going up. And
then we finally lit at Setterich, Germany. It was just a small town over in
Germany. All the farmers' farmland was out but the families lived in little
places together in the town. And then we were at Setterich for quite a few
months because by the time we got up there somebody, I think it was the
Germans, broke up Amsterdam and flooded the Ruhr and the Rhine, and so we
couldn't get across. And then the bridges were blown up too. When we were
at Setterich, we got a lot of mortars on us and 88s from the German guns,
but not too many at that time.
LP: You mean not too many German
aircraft?
HG: German. Anyway, we had near my gun section, one of
these [guns] they called a Long Tom, and it would fire once a day. And it
was a big shell.
LP: You're talking about a German [gun]?
HG: No, this was American.
LP: American, I see.
HG: And this master sergeant, he's in charge of it, and he'd pull up
pretty close to our outfit, and he'd fire. And they claimed it went clear
into Berlin, this shell. It was called a Long Tom, and when it went off,
the ground just. . . .
LP: Like an earthquake?
HG:
Yes. But then, after he fired, they'd pick up that gun and move it quite a
ways away. They [the Germans] had these JU88s with cameras and stuff, and
they'd come over looking for that big Long Tom gun. But this guy was at our
guns section five or six times, and he was really friendly. He'd ask guys
names, and he'd ask if you had any relatives over there, you know,
brothers. And I told him I had a brother in Company B in the 35th Infantry
Division, and I didn't know for sure where he was. He said, ``If he ever
find out, I'll come let you know.'' And here one day he came back in his
jeep, just him and his driver. He said he found my brother. He told me
where he was. To this day, I don't know how I got up there without getting
lost.
LP: But you did get up to see your brother?
HG:
Yes.
LP: How long did you stay with him?
HG: I just
stayed that day. I went up there, started out in the morning on a bicycle.
We didn't have rubber tires. The MPs, the Company B MPs, stopped me, 35th
Infantry Division MPs, and made me get off. They were afraid I was going to
wreck a truck or something, and then they tried to get me a ride with the
commander and all kinds of things going up there. They finally got me in an
ambulance. And so I rode with an ambulance driver and his helper. And they
said, ``Oh no, we know where he is.'' And as we got talking going up,
wherever this town was, I said he was in the personnel section. They said,
``Well, you don't want to go where we were going to take you! They're
behind the lines quite a ways in Holland, somewhere in the Netherlands.''
So they got me there, and I found my brother. And I had to get back because
I went AWOL. I asked my captain if he'd let me have a jeep and a driver to
take me up there, and he said, ``No. We're on alert to move at any time. If
you're not here, you're gone, you're AWOL.'' So my chief of section, my
sergeant, he got together a couple of other sergeants on the phone, and
they said, ``Let him go.'' Every morning they'd call in, and the chief of
section said everyone present and accounted for. He said I was accounted
for, but I wasn't there. And so I told them I had to get back, so my
brother's captain of the personnel section, he said, ``Kelly, why don't you
go back with Howard and stay for a day or two.''
LP: Go back to
where you came from.
HG: Yes. ``And then make out where you want
to be, and I'll pick you up.'' And so that's what we did. He came back, and
going through that night, I don't know why we didn't get shot; I mean we
were stupid. But my brother hid through the night. He didn't like the guns
going off, and the white phosphorous bombs going off and just like
daylight. It was bad. He wanted to get back to his outfit.
LP:
So he left.
HG: Yes; then he left the next day. He got hold of
the driver. I guess he told him he was going to go back the next day.
LP: After the [German advance was checked] in late December, the
Allied forces began moving forward again against Germany. And I take it you
were in that movement?
HG: Yes. Around Linnich. There's another
town right close to it named Roerdorf, and the bridge was blown up on the
Ruhr River there. The engineers tried to get bridges, pontoon bridges
across, but it was too swift. They didn't get them across for quite awhile.
And I was up there by Liege.
LP: You're going into Germany,
going into the Ruhr area.
HG: Yes. One day, a couple of young
kids come up the bank, right outside Liege there where we had our gun
position, 40mm. We thought they were SS or something.
LP: They
were German soldiers?
HG: No, they were prisoners of the
Germans.
LP: Oh, I see.
HG: They were Hollanders.
They lived at Heerlen, Holland, and they were coalminers. The Germans took
a lot of coalminers prisoner, political prisoners they called them and made
them work for them. Here we got a red alert that the airplanes were coming
in. We were interrogating these two kids, and this one kid said his name
wasI said, ``Was du namen?'' He said, ``Namen ist Helmut, Helmut de Jong.''
And I said, ``Nazi?'' He said, ``Bosch? Nein, nein Bosch. Nein Bosch.
Hollander. Hollander.'' I went running to the gun to get my position on the
40mm.
LP: Action starts while you were interrogating him?
HG: Yes. And my steel helmet liner had broken, the strap, and it
fell off. And I got on the line to raise and lower the gun. And then all of
a sudden I heard a ``Halt! Halt! Halt!'' but there wasn't any machine gun
going. Just about that same time, we're hearing something up ahead, and I
turned around, and here was that kid, that Helmut de Jong, and he had run
and got my helmet.
[Tape 1, side B.]
LP: You were
talking about how Helmut picked up your helmet and put it back on your
head. Then what happened?
HG: He put it back on my head, and it
wasn't very long after that, he started running back to the jeep. They were
going to take those two boys into the command post. Something hit my helmet
and put a dent in it. I don't know whether [it was] a rock or whether a
bomb went off. I never did find out what it was, but it knocked my helmet
off, and whatever it was, if I hadn't had my helmet on, it probably would
have gone through my head.
LP: So he saved your life, or he at
least saved you from a serious wound.
HG: I think he saved my
life. And so then, right after that, we didn't know what happened to these
two boys, never did find out. So right after that on January 26, 1945, we
went on a special mission. The general took us on a special mission right
outside Linnich to see if we could use our gun section, three 40mms, as
anti-personnel guns.
LP: It had been anti-aircraft, but the
question is could you use it against ground forces?
HG: Yes. So
they were in a big building, two or three story building, and just as they
were lowering the gun, I guess the gunner saidwe were all so tiredhe said
let her go, or let her drop. And I didn't hear it, so I caught all the
weight and I couldn't get back up.
LP: It caught you under the
gun?
HG: No, I wasn't caught under the gun. It just pulled me
down and my back gave out. And so they went ahead and laid me on the floor
up where the officers were seeing where the shells were hitting. And then
they had a Piper Cub radio back where the shells were hitting. He was over
German lines.
LP: He was fire control?
HG: They
finally knocked out [the German command post], and they took me back, or
somebody did, to the first aid station at Heerlen, Holland. We had our
first aid station there. They had hot and cold running water. They had me
taped up from the tailbone clear up to my chest, and I took [hot showers]
about every hour or so. And finally my captain came and said that they
wanted me back up there, needed me back up there, I guess he put it. And I
got back to my outfit some time in February. I don't remember dates or
anything, but anyway, the engineers had gotten the pontoon bridge across
the Ruhr, so we got the guns [over]. There were four .50 M-51s that went
across the bridge and set up east of the Ruhr River and then there were
four on this side west of the river. A lot of German planes came over and
tried to knock out those two pontoon bridges.
LP: You were
protecting the pontoon bridges?
HG: We started protecting them.
Twice in about two or three days, there was just almost constantly the
tracer bullets from the 40mm M51s going up.
LP: There were
German planes coming.
HG: Because we could hear German planes
and see them at times, and they were dropping bombs, and not a one hit
either one of those bridges, and there were two times we got credited for
knocking bombs out, exploding them before they hit the bridge.
LP: You hit the bomb with anti-aircraft guns? You got close enough to
destroy the bombs?
HG: And that's what you call luck.
LP: You think you were very lucky with this thing?
HG: I think
I was lucky all through the war. More than some of my buddies. And so then
we went on from Liege towards the Ruhr River.
LP: Any memorable
incidents in this advance? This injury you got, did you get Purple Heart
for that?
HG: Yes, but I didn't know it at the time.
LP: You didn't know it at the time. It took a while to clear through.
Well, go ahead with your continuing advance on the Ruhr.
HG:
Some time in February, we were already across the Ruhr, or they went on
across the Ruhr, and I was back at the medical station. And then at
Kerfield, on the west side of the Rhine Riverthis was in March. I got back
about the end of February, and then March 1, 1945I'd just gotten back a few
days from this injuryand March 1, my chief of section got hit with a
machine gun from an airplane, one that he was fighting up there, and it
went down and took out a testicle. And he went clear to England with his
injury. March 5, four days later, there was a big bomb hit and a lot of
airplanes came over. They think it was a big bomb; I don't know for sure
what kind of a shell it was, but it hit right close to Gun Section 3, my
gun section. It hit with so much force it dug a big hole in the ground and
took me and threw me up over the gun. The drop hit me with so much power it
pushed me under the wheel.
LP: You were under the gun this
time.
HG: I was under the gun. The first thing I remember, none
of the fifteen men in the gun section heard anything coming in the air or
anything.
LP: Which is unusual.
HG: Well, if it's
coming right at you, you don't hear it.
LP: You don't hear the
ones coming right at you. You hear the ones that are coming a little
distance away.
HG: Anyway, I just remember turning to the right
and a big puff of black smoke, and that's all I remember. And the next
thing I knew was somebody said, ``I'm all right. Better look at Goodwin.''
And I thought, ``Look at Goodwin?'' And I tried to move and I couldn't
because I was stuffed under that wheel. And so they said, ``Just wait a
minute. We'll get you out.'' So they had outriggers they had put up there
and dug me out. Whatever went off gave me a concussion so bad for months
afterwards it felt like my ears were pressed together, and oh, the ringing
in my head. Anyway, right away an ambulance was there, and our doctor, he
gave us too much morphine, I think. There were four of us that got hit. He
said, ``Take your clothes off, take your jackets off and your shirts.'' It
was cold, but we did. I was hit in the right shoulder, and another
[soldier] was hit in front of the right shoulder. And he was jumping in a
foxhole, and the bloodwhen he came around, he lost control of his arm and
the blood was just flowing. The captain said, ``Take your pants off.'' We
didn't want to because it was cold, but we did. And this one kid was hit on
the right side of his arm; besides his leg looked like it was just cut
half-way through clear down to the bone, and the skin was open. It wasn't
bleeding really that much. I thought it would be. And then he went into
shock when he saw that. He didn't even know he was hit there on his leg. So
then finally we were operated on at the field hospital, and I went into
shock just as soon as I went into that hospital because there was so many
wounded, a lot of then with legs gone and arms gone, a lot wounded a lot
worse than I was. But I went into shock, and I remember them putting the
blankets, army blankets, just a bunch of them, grabbing and putting them on
me because I went into shock. And then I found out that they gave me the
new drug, sodium pentothal. That was a new drug that was first put out to
interrogate.
LP: It was truth serum.
HG: Yes, truth
serum is what they called it, but they found out it worked good to put you
out. That morphine the doctor gave us didn't work too good with the sodium
pentothal, and for the next three days, I was in and out of it. They said
they were going to fly us back to Paris, but the weather was so bad that
they couldn't. So they put us on 40x8 trains. I don't remember much of the
ride because I was in and out of it so much. But we pulled into Paris and I
thought we had been captured. I didn't see any Americans except the ones
that were wounded, but Germans, Germans, and here they were the prisoners
of war and they were using them as litter bearers. Boy, that gives you a
thrill when you think you're captured because all you could see were
Germans.
So we went up there in the hospital, and the captain
came aroundI don't know how many days I was back therebut the orderly came
in with the gurney, the meat wagon as they called it. And they said,
``Which one is Private Howard R. Goodwin?'' They gave my 3753-3369. And I
said, ``I am.'' They said, ``Hop on.'' And I said, ``Where are you going?''
They said, ``Operating room.'' Well, I said, ``I've already been operated
on.'' I wouldn't get on it. They said, ``Captain's waiting for you. He's
going to be mad.'' And he came down and boy, he was mad. He came over to my
bed and he said, ``Why wouldn't you get on there? We're waiting for you up
here. We've got a lot to do.'' I said, ``Well, I've already been operated
on, Sir.'' He said, ``Did you ever look at your arm?'' And I said, ``No.''
He said, ``Why not?'' I said, ``Because it stunk too bad.'' He said,
``Let's look at it.'' I had a big patch on my right arm. He grabbed that
thing, and he jerked that thing off, and he said, ``Look at it.'' I started
to, but I got a whiff of that, and it about made me sick. Finally he
grabbed my head and pushed on it more, and here I had a big gash about like
that, and wide, and you could see the bone and muscle moving down there. He
said, ``We're heading up where we have to sew you back up. We've got sulfur
powder in there, and we had to get the inside cleared up before we could
sew you back up.'' So boy, I jumped on that meat wagon, and away we went.
And then he asked, a few days later, if I'd ever been awarded a Purple
Heart. And I said no because I'd never heard of it.
LP: This was
for the injury.
HG: This was for the first injury. January 26th.
I guess the general put me in for it because we were on that special
mission for him. Finally, we thought we were going home, but we didn't. We
got orders to find our captain up around at that airfield near Hannover,
where the three of us went back. And we got back to our outfit, and my
captain said, just as I was getting out of the jeep, ``Goodwin, I want to
congratulate you. You're the only one in Dog Battery that got two Purple
Hearts.'' And I said, ``No, I've only got one.'' And I showed him the one I
got in Paris. And oh, he was mad. He got the personnel section and wanted
to know where my first Purple Heart was. He [the personnel section man] had
it somewhere with all the literature. I think he got relieved right then.
And then the captain was really mad, because he had to take that and send
it back to the Paris hospital and then write a thing where the Purple Heart
that the Paris hospital had awarded me had to be rescinded and made an oak
leaf cluster, because during World War II, you could only receive one medal
and then a cluster for each one after that.
LP: By the way, did
you ever run into this Helmut again in all of this?
HG: Yes.
LP: Or am I getting ahead of your story?
HG: I got ahead
of my story. When I went back, January 26th, to this coal mine area, I was
on my cot up there reading the Stars and Stripes.
LP: This is
where you got the first injury?
HG: First injury. Here this kid
looked like a black boy, just covered, totally black. His lips were red,
his tongue was red, and his eyes were white. And he was just jabbering. And
I said, ``No compris. Nichts verstehen. Didn't understand.'' And he said,
``Ja, ja, ein moment. Helmut, Helmut de Jong. Ein moment.`` He went down
and took a shower and here was that kid. And before I got relief to go back
to my outfit in February, I got a pass, and I visited with Helmut and did
quite a few things with him. I visited his family and then up until about
two or three years ago we wrote.
LP: So you kept in touch with
him?
HG: I kept in touch with him. My wife and I went over to
Germany twice after the war, and both times we saw him and his wife and
family, his brother. So we kept track of him. I figure he saved my life.
LP: Well, you went back then after the second wound and rejoined
the outfit again.
HG: Yes. We thought we had a million dollar
wound; everyone said we were going home this time.
LP: But
there you were back on the front again.
HG: So we went from
Hanover then, after we got back to our outfit, and we went up to Bismarck,
and clear over to Stendal, Germany, and that's right on the Elbe River. And
that's where the Russians came across the river and met us. We met them,
the Russians, at Stendal.
LP: And very shortly, we had the end
of the war.
HG: Yes, it's getting close to the end of the war.
It wasn't that day; I can't remember when it was.
LP: It was
early in May, the first part of May. I believe May 8th.
HG:
That's when the war was over. But this was a little before May, a little
before May 8th. Anyway, we weren't there very long after the Russians and
the Americans met, and then we came back down; we came to a town called
Gardelegen. And as we pulled in, here was a big barn, and there were 1,016
political prisoners that the Germans had cut holes in the roof and thrown
gasoline in on them and set them on fire. And oh, it stunk for days after
that.
LP: It was one of the big war crimes of the war.
HG: Quite a big war crime. So we were at Gardelegen for quite a while.
For three or four days after we were there, it was still smoldering and
stunk so bad. Some of them saw something move in there. They said, ``Well,
somebody's moving in there.'' Come to find out, five or six, maybe more
than that, I can't remember how many it was, had lived in there because if
they did get out through the wooden doors and stuff or dug out, the Germans
had machine guns around. They mowed them down before they left town. They
[the Germans] left town by the time we got there. So we had to take the
ones who had lived in that mess. They said there were 1,016. There were so
many in that barn, they couldn't even all lay down at one time. They just
had straw in there. And so we put them up in a big house.
LP:
You saw German wartime atrocities first-hand.
HG: Oh, it was
bad. Then we were there quite a while, quite a few months. That's when we
started guard duty and pass and looking for SS and stragglers.
LP: The war is over and you're on occupation duty.
HG: Yes.
German occupation, it was called. They made everybody except little tiny
babies and real old people get out and dig graves for all these people in
Gardelegen. And I guess they have a huge, beautiful thing there, and
they've got to keep it green at all times and cleaned up.
LP:
What did you think about the Germans when you saw that?
HG: I
thought they were pretty damn mean. I mean, it was so stinking, it would
make you cry to see them like that.
LP: Did you feel hatred for
the Germans?
HG: Yes, yes. Mostly the SS. The regular German
army was just like we were. They were drafted. And they either had to fight
or the SS would kill them. They were up in front all the time.
LP: You distinguished between the ardent Nazis and the rest of the
Germans. Would that be a fair statement?
HG: Yes. And this
Gardelegen, town of Gardelegen, it was Nazi clear through. And they were
trying to get to these ones and kill them, so we had to have armed
guards.
LP: The ones that escaped death in the barn, they were
still trying to kill them?
HG: They were still trying to kill
them because they knew. They knew what they were going to tell.
LP: While you were on occupation duty in Germany, did you have much
contact with the German civilian population?
HG: Well, just
talking to them or trying to talk to them. You couldn't fraternize with
them.
LP: That was against the rules.
HG: That was
against the rules. If you got caught fraternizing, you're liable to get
shot. Court martialed.
LP: Court martialed. Maybe not shot.
HG: Some outfits, not my outfit, but some of them did pretty bad
things. I did get into my story there once. Should I go back?
LP: Yes, sure.
HG: It was sometime after the second time I got
hit. Sometime between Wesel andI can't remember where it was, but anyway we
had just pulled into position. This was after we crossed the Ruhr. I guess
it was right between the Ruhr and the Rhine somewhere. We pulled in
position and down at a crossroad, our captain was trying to get our
attention, and we thought he was getting shot at or something because he
was firing a gun down there.
LP: He was down ahead of you?
HG: Yes, and we'd already pulled into our position. And he gave the
sign to start your engine, come on the double, and so chief of section
said, ``He's wanting us down there at that corner.'' We got down there and
he said, ``Just line your guns up, your 40mm, you're so much distance away,
your M51 machine guns.'' We had four machine guns, .50, and the bazooka
man, and then the next four on one side of the road.
LP: So
you're lined up and aligned with the Americans and the Germans are out
ahead of that line.
HG: Yes. They're out ahead of that. And this
road that we were on both sides of, it went down and we'd already escorted
the infantry boys down there along that other road. And so that was
trouble; the captain said, ``We got orders to stay here until the last man.
The infantry is going to have to retreat.''
LP: The American
infantry is going to retreat back through your line?
HG: Yes,
because tanks, quite a few German tanks, were coming.
LP: After
the Americans come the Germans.
HG: And the weather was so bad,
there hadn't been any planes out.
LP: So you didn't have any air
cover.
HG: No. Anyway, after we got all set up there, you could
see the tanks coming. They were quite a distance away.
LP: These
are the German tanks?
HG: Yes, these are the German tanks, Tiger
Tanks. And you could just hear guys praying.
LP: You were in a
very bad spot.
HG: We were scared. It was cold, you were shaking
because it was so cold. And you were just scared to death. And here
everybody's praying and the sky just opened up like, I'd say like a funnel,
and way up there, way up there, you could see blue sky. And just as soon as
the sky opened up, here were the American airplanes coming down through
there, and they started strafing and dive bombing those tanks and knocked
out a lot of them.
LP: The whole situation cleared up.
HG: Yes. And the tanks turned off, turned and went back.
LP:
What did you think of that incident?
HG: What did I think of
that?
LP: Yes.
HG: I think the Lord was working with
us. The Lord was with us. He heard us praying. I never heard that outfit
pray; they weren't really a religious outfit, but they were praying.
LP: Would you say this was your tightest spot in the war?
HG: Yes.
LP: As far as you personally were concerned?
HG: Yes.
LP: This was the point you were most under stress and
most scared?
HG: Yes. Yes. But I was scared quite a bit of the
time. Boy, I'll tell you, tanks fighting each other, and you're pretty
close to them. Let me tell you, it is bad. You know how it is.
LP: No, I don't know how it is, because I've never been shot at. And you
don't really know until you are shot at.
HG: You were in the
field artillery.
LP: I was in the field artillery, but I never
was in combat.
HG: Oh, it was terrible.
LP: I mean I
can imagine by the practice stuff we did, but you had to imagine it. It
wasn't like you knew, unless there was an accident, you weren't going to
get hit.
HG: I consider my buncha lot of them got hit, a lot of
them got killed, but for the aircraft we counted eighteen at one time
FW190s strafing from different positions and stuff. When the ME-109s and
the FW190s come down at your gun section, they're coming at a motion that
goes back and forth; they're coming down to you and they're strafing you.
And time after time, there wouldn't be a single [person] hit, but gas cans
would have holes in them, tires would be blown out, and stuff would be
damaged so bad, but [none of the] fifteen men in that whole gun section
[were] hit, not a soul hit; now that was something.
LP: I see
what you mean.
HG: Somebody's looking out after you. And many a
time it happened like that.
LP: Well, we got up to the end of
the war, we talked about the occupation. I'm glad we went back and talked
about this incident. There's a couple of other things about the war while
it was on that we'd like to ask you. One thing we like to ask is what did
you think of America's military leaders? Did you have an opinion of say,
General Bradley, who was the field commander?
HG: We liked him;
we didn't have any real contact with him. We had Major Busby that we had
more contact with him. He wrote all the letters and stuff.
LP:
Your immediate officer. Did you have an opinion on General Eisenhower?
HG: Yes, I liked him. When he slapped that boy, I thought that was
the right thing to do.
LP: That was not General Eisenhower. That
was General Patton that slapped a boy. It was a big slapping incident.
HG: Was it Patton?
LP: Patton. That was in Italy.
HG: I wasn't under either one of those. But I was for him, whoever
it was. That's what should have happened. All of us were scared. But you
know, that's why they want these eighteen, nineteen-year-olds in there
because they'll tell them to do stuff, and they do it.
Whereas
you get older, you'll tell them where to go.
LP: Let's talk
about the political leaders a minute. Did you have an opinion on President
Roosevelt as a wartime leader?
HG: No, I just really didn't.
This is tape 2, side A.
LP: Howard, we were talking
about the wartime presidential years. I let the tape run out, so we've got
to back up just a little bit. What was you opinion of President Truman
again?
HG: Well, I always liked him. I thought he was a pretty
smart guy.
LP: Did you approve of his decision to drop the bomb
to end the war with Japan?
HG: Yes.
LP: Why did you
think that?
HG: It saved a lot of American lives.
LP:
It was kind of easy to feel that way at the time. Do you still fell that
way today?
HG: Yes.
LP: If you'd been President
Truman, you would have done the same thing?
HG: Yes.
LP: That's what we wanted to getyour view of that. We've got to get you
home sometime during1945. You didn't come back to the States in '45 though,
did you?
HG: No.
LP: You came back in '46.
HG: See, what we did was we came on down and then we did all that guard
work and checking papers and stuff. And we came back through Cologne, and
then we ended up at Mons, Belgium. They had a prison there, and we pulled
guard duty sometimes. And they had a big warehouse that we were protecting
from stuff getting stolen because there was a lot of black market going on.
And we were at Mons, Belgium, for quite awhile.
LP: And before
that time, you had spent a lot of time, had you not, looking for Nazis, SS,
and people of this type?
HG: In the forest, Black Forest, Hitler
youth. . . .
LP: Was this at all stressful duty, or was it
pretty easy as compared to the war?
HG: It was easy compared to
the war.
LP: You could feel fairly relaxed?
HG: Going
through the forest, it was kind of hard to see. They gave these crickets,
because you couldn't see each other on each side of you. They'd go along
the road and drop a man off, every so often.
LP: You were really
searching for people.
HG: Yes, we were searching for people and
we found quite a few Hitler youth. They had a lot of guns but no
ammunition. But they all had little Hitler knives, we called them, little
Hitler knives or daggers. And they had one or two different groups. We
caught three or four groups, and they had one or two women cooking for
them.
LP: So there was still some kind of organized resistance,
you're telling me, after the war was over; or at least there was some
resistance, how organized was something else. Okay. How did you come back
from Germany?
HG: Well, we were in Mons, Belgium, when they came
out with the points system. If you were married you had so many points, so
much time in the service, each medal you received had so many points.
LP: Of course you were married and had two Purple Hearts.
HG: Had two Purple Hearts.
LP: But you'd actually gone in
fairly late in the war, so that probably didn't help you a lot.
HG: That put most of my outfitI had to leave them. And they put me in the
80th Amphibious outfit to come home. So I was with them for a while, and
then we moved from Mons back down to Cherbourg, and I can't remember if we
were at Camp Lucky Strike or Camp Chesterfield. We were at one of those.
LP: Bob Eckland told me about those places.
HG: Then
coming back, it took us a long time.
LP: What kind of ship did
you come back on?
HG: I think it was a Liberty Ship or a cargo
ship. We had to climb down a big ladder on the side. Boy, I was sicker than
a dog. We went through one of the worst storms they'd ever had. You know a
ship in a storm it can only go over a certain amount where the keel comes
up and tries to come out of the water. And we were past that for three days
and we didn't know it, though, until we got back to New York. They wouldn't
let us unload because of the longshoreman's contract. We couldn't get off
the boat. Then the captain got on and told us about it, and he said the
load had shifted and it was just ready to go on over. Flip the keel out of
the water. It took us a long time.
LP: When did you finally get
out service?
HG: Get discharged?
LP: Yes.
HG: January 31, 1946.
LP: Okay. Did you consider staying in
the Reserves?
HG: I did.
LP: You mean you did
consider or you did stay?
HG: I did stay. They talked me into
it. When you went to get outCamp Chaffee, Arkansas, is where I got out,
where I got my discharge. And they were saying, ``You're in for the
duration, for ten years, and they can call you back anytime if something
happens. And it's better to be in something you like than in the infantry
that you don't like.''
LP: So you signed up for the Reserves.
HG: Yes.
LP: And you never did get called.
HG: Never did get called.
LP: And I take it you were in the
inactive reserve because you didn't go to regular meetings. You were in the
paper reserves. So when did you finally get discharged?
HG:
January 30, 1949.
LP: How do you feel you came out of the war
physically? Bad? Well?
HG: Well, I'm alive. I'm lucky. I was
just in the wrong places a couple of times. I've had a lot of surgeries.
LP: A lot of surgery, why? Is this your back problem?
HG: Yes, I came home to find outI suffered for four years after I got out
of the servicemy back has three ruptured disks. So Dr. Havorka here in
Emporia sent me to Dr. Rumbold to have my back checked. And they told me
what it was. And they gave me a fifty-fifty chance of walking again. And
they took hip bone off my hip, and when they opened up my back, those disks
came right out. And I have two metallic screws holding that hip bone onto
my back.
LP: When you were discharged, did they consider you
partly disabled?
HG: Twenty percent.
LP: Did they
ever increase that?
HG: Right along, they did, yes. And then my
arm, see, I was on the job training when I first got out, and they found
jobs for me. But they were jobs that didn't pay too good; they were jobs
like woodworking and carpentry, and things would get rough and I'd get laid
off. And thenI can't remember the guy's name here in Emporia, would find me
another job.
LP: You're just working on temporary jobs.
HG: Yes, temporary stuff. On the job training.
LP: It was a
job where you got some wages and some government subsidy for the job?
HG: Yes.
LP: This leads me to this: was this through the
G.I. Bill?
HG: G.I. Bill, yes.
LP: What do you think
of the G.I. Bill?
HG: Well, it was all right. It kept me going,
just barely. But a lot them went to school, got to go to school.
LP: Do you think that was a good thing?
HG: Oh, yes. But I
couldn't do it because the first five years I was out, I had bad dreams. I
choked my wife.
LP: The stress of war continued.
HG:
They didn't have what they've got now, you know, these things, this stress
stuff.
LP: Were you ever hospitalized for this stuff, for the
bad dreams and this sort of thing?
HG: For my back, I went up
there quite a few times. They told me [my back problems were] all in head;
there wasn't anything wrong with my back. [I think they told me this]
because they didn't want to operate on me.
LP: They blamed your
back problems on the stress of war?
HG: Yes. I finally got a job
at Alcorn Wood Products in Osage City. And then I got laid off there, and I
came back and I was just sick of it, so I got a job delivering laundry. But
that wasn't good for my back. And that's when in 1950, Dr. Havorka sent me
to Dr. Rumbold, and I had the operation. Then I got a job right after that
at Boeing Air.
LP: Which is in Wichita.
HG: Wichita.
And I was on production, and I liked it. But I'd already taken a test for
the civil service to get on the post office. I don't know how long I was in
Wichita, four months, six months, and Mary Alice called and said that Earl
Gadberry at the post office had called and wanted to know if I wanted to
get on with the post office. So I came back and got on there.
LP: And that was your career.
HG: Yes.
LP: What did
you do at the post office?
HG: I was a window clerk most of the
time.
LP: I probably saw you one time or another when I came
into the post office.
HG: And I loved it, I loved it. Well, I
carried and clerked, up for the first five years I was in there.
LP: What do you mean when you say you loved it?
HG: I loved
the public. I loved the public.
LP: You'd love to have people
around.
HG: They'd come in mad, and I'd have them laughing going
out. But then it got so when I was sorting mail and stuff, you know, my
arm, I'd go out so far. I was having a lot of trouble with my arm. Here my
hand started to turn black, the little finger and the middle finger; [it
would] clear up and [then] it started to turn black and the skin started to
fall off. It was hurting so bad that I went to the VA. And I was up there
about three months that one time. They wanted to know if I could get my
wife up there. She was still working at Santa Fe, and I said I could get
her up there. So they got her a room, and they told her I had gangrene
setting in. They were going to have to cut my arm off. And then she came
back and told me, and I said no, I like that arm. I'll just try to find
something else.
LP: When was this?
HG: This was
after I started working at the post office. That's when I was using my arm
a lot sorting mail and stuff. And it always hurt a lot. And I'd hold my arm
up like this, and right away a knot about the size of a walnut would pop
out in my arm. But they couldn't get my pulse. The blood was settling back
down there. And so finally, I had two doctors, one a specialist from the
Denver, Colorado, VA and one from Atlanta, Georgia. They were there at the
same time. They were checking me, and they told Mary Alice [that they
needed to] take my arm off. And before they left, they called me in and
they said that they were going to send me to the VA in Kansas City. They
did something where they cut in my neck, they cut a big muscle, nerve,
trying to get more blood going down here. And I tried to make myself think
it was working, but it didn't work. Then I got a doctor, a brilliant
doctor, Wayne Hurd, in Wichita. He's dead now. I went down to see him, and
he put Novocain in here, and he looked at my fingers, and he said, ``Why, I
think I know what you have.'' And I said, ``What's that?'' He said,
``What's called Raynaud's Disease.'' And I said. ``What's that? I never
heard of that before.'' He said, ``From the shrapnel wound you had, it
damaged the nerve and muscle so bad, it went in the big nerve trunk and
it's diseased those nerves back there.'' And I said, ``Can anything be
done.'' And he said, ``Professionally, medically, no. But I operated three
years ago on a fellow from Oklahoma City, Oklahoma, and instead of this
part of his hand, it was the middle finger and the thumb.'' And he said it
was so bad you could see the bone real good and the muscles and tendons
moving down there. He said, ``I operated on him.'' And he said he was still
going pretty good.
LP: So you let him operate?
HG:
And I said, ``Could you do that to me?'' because I was at that place that
gangrene hurt so badI was at the place I was hoping I could die, it hurt so
bad. And that's bad when you're that sick.
LP: I take it you
probably weren't able to [work] at this time?
HG: Well, I was
still trying to. So anyway, I went down there, and they started right about
in here, and they took out a rib or two; they cut clear back in here, and
they opened me up and took out ribs. They had a machine that pulled the
ribs apart and they collapsed the lungs and moved the organs around and
worked on the front on the right side on my big nerve trunk along my back.
And they cut out ganglia and something else and it got rid of my gangrene.
It hurts a lot of the time.
LP: Your hand looks very normal
today.
HG: Yes, I still have my arm, but it gets cold.
LP: You're probably lucky you've got the arm at all.
HG:
Yes.
LP: There are a few things before we close. Tell me about
your family.
HG: My family?
LP: Yes. Tell me about
your familyyour wife, your children.
HG: What do you want to
know about them? I have a sweet wife. Been with me all these years.
LP: How about your children?
HG: Well, I had four
children. My next to oldest daughter got killed in an accident in Montana
two or three years ago. My oldest daughter, she just lost her husband two
years ago. I've got a boy that works for an insurance company in Kansas
City. He's real brilliant. He's very high up in it. And I have a youngest
daughter.
LP: Three girls, then and one boy. And your youngest
daughter, you were going to tell me?
HG: She's in Canada right
now. Her husband is up in Canada trying to get oil out of sand on that new
deal.
LP: Do you have any grandchildren?
HG: Well,
twenty-fiveno, fifteen.
LP: Fifteen grandchildren.
HG: Fifteen grandchildren and ten great-grandchildren. And I've got five
grandchildren, some of whom are just graduating; some of them have already
graduated from medical school.
Mrs. Mary Alice Goodwin: One of
them is going on to school. He's going to be an orthopedic surgeon.
HG: One of their wives is going to be a baby doctor.
LP:
Well that's pretty good. I know something else about you. I know that you
have been very active in veterans affairs since you got out.
HG:
I love marching in the parade.
LP: Tell me about your
involvement in veterans affairs.
HG: I loved to put on that
uniform and march. I marched for years with that captain of the Air Force,
Trevor Lewis. I don't know whether he's still alive or not anymore.
LP: I think the answer is he's not, but I'm not sure of that. He
was a very prominent architect.
HG: The last three or four
years, I've ridden in cars, convertibles. One year I rode on a motorcycle,
the back of a motorcycle. The last two years I was on a float with the
Purple Heart. But I loved to march in the parade because it makes you feel
so good. And I liked to march because I wore my World War II uniform. Now I
can't get in it anymore. I quit smoking about six months ago and I've
gained so much weight.
LP: You gained so much weight? You don't
look very fat to me.
HG: I weigh about 150 now.
LP: I
weigh190, so I don't think anyone who weighs 150 is very fat.
HG: What I can't figure out, in the service, guys came in there weighing
maybe up to almost 300 pounds. They had the same food, same exercise, they
would go down in weight, and the guys like me, 130, 135, I got up to 165 by
the time I got overseas.
LP: Same thing happened to me in the
Army. I got down to 160 pounds in the Army. I weighed 195 when I went in
and 160 when I got out. Have you been involved, how should I put this, in
veterans' political activities or anything like that?
HG: No,
I'm not well enough.
LP: You belong to the American Legion?
HG: I'm not a life member. I've belonged 64 years, or 65 to the
American Legion. VFW, I'm a life member. DAV, I'm a life member. Military
Order of the Purple Heart, I'm a life member. Knights of Columbus, I'm a
life member. But I never go to anything because I can't get involved
because I'm too nervous. Things upset me so bad. My nerves are shot.
LP: Well, I thought you've done very well today.
HG:
Well, I hope it comes out all right.
LP: It will.
HG:
Well, talking about going back, the food, the Army food overseas, I liked
some of that. I liked the hash. I liked the SOS. You don't know what that
is?
LP: Yes, I know what SOS is, I certainly do. Dried beef on
toast.
HG: Dried beef or hamburger.
LP: Hamburger?
I've never seen any with hamburger.
HG: Oh that's good on toast,
on the shingle.
LP: I have one other thing to ask you here.
Well, I have a couple of other things as a matter of fact. As you look back
on it, how do you feel about your Army service?
HG: My Army
service?
LP: How do you feel about it?
HG: I think
everybody should have to go a year, at least a year.
LP: You'd
be in favor of compulsory military service?
HG: I sure would. I
sure would, because I think it does a world of good.
LP: This is
in spite of the fact that you're still having problems because of your Army
service? Let me put it this way: If the situation were the same, and you
were the same age, would you do it again?
HG: Probably, because
I wasn't very smart back then. I was smart enough to get married to a
good-looking gal and stay with her. Or she stayed with me.
LP:
One other thing, from your experienceshere in the 1930s and into the `40s,
the United States went from trying to stay out of the affairs of the world
to being very heavily involved in the affairs of the world. And you lived
through that transition, going into the World War, and then America became
the world leader, became heavily involved in world affairs. What's your
opinion about what America's role in the world should be today?
HG: Well, I don't think they did the Social Security right. My dad signed
up in 1936 for Social Security, and he worked down at Poehler's. Didn't get
much, but no one was getting much back in those days. And then, when he
retired, my wife's father retired about the same time, and he was a farmer.
And they took the farmers in for two years, and yet her dad, when he
retired, he got $100 more a month than my dad.
LP: Who had
worked all his life.
HG: It's all right to take the farmers in,
the doctors in, those people in, but not just for two years. They should
have had to go back and pay so much money in. They really fouled Social
Security up. Now I can't get Social Security.
LP: Well, you get
a Federal pension.
HG: I get a Federal pension. I'm on Medicare
through work coverage.
LP: How about America's role in the
world? What do you think that should be today? Are you satisfied with what
America is doing in the world today? Dissatisfied or what?
HG:
Well, my wife's probably not, but they've got to stop all this killing and
stuff. I mean, all this stuff that we saw over in Germany, the furnaces and
all that stuff. And Iraq, that monster, I guess I disagree with them on
trying him.
LP: You're talking about Hussein, Saddam Hussein.
HG: Yes, they ought to have had some talk and then killed him.
Because I'm afraid he'll get out of it, the way the United States is, oh
they'll say, some people, religious organizations, they'll say, ``Inhumane,
inhumane.''
LP: Did you approve of America's going into Iraq?
HG: I thought to keep them out, of people coming here. I don't want
anyone coming onto our soil. I'm afraid maybe we're going to have trouble
down at the border down there. It's no fun fighting on your own soil. I'd
rather go somewhere else to fight than on our own soil. Because most of the
people in the United States, unless they were in the service, they don't
know what fighting in a country is, how terrible it is. It just ruined all
those people's lives over there, tore up their towns. But of course, being
United States, we got all those gothic buildings and everything just back
like they were, after the war.
LP: I'll put it this way: You are
in favor of President Bush's war in Iraq then?
HG: Yes. A
president, any president, can't do what he says he's going to do or what he
wants to do unless he goes through the Congress or Senate, but you've got
too many people like Ted Kennedy and that other guy, whatever his name
is.
LP: Is there anything we haven't talked about you'd like to
put in before we close?
HG: Not that I know of.
MAG:
I'd like to say something.
LP: Okay, go ahead.
MAG:
I'd like to say something.
LP: Come over and sit here.
MAG: I've always said that I would never want any of my children or my
grandchildren to go into the service because they did not treat Howard
adequately. We were so poor, that my aunt stopped and I didn't even have a
piece of bread to give her. And if it hadn't been for his mother carrying
groceries up to us, we would have starved to death.
LP: This
was right after the war?
HG: Right after the war.
MAG: He got about $12 a month from the government. It was terrible, it
was terrible.
HG: When I found my right arm had gangrene and
they have this surgery for Reynaud's Disease, why I tried to get the
Veterans' Administration to pay for it, but they wouldn't do it. They said
if I came back to their hospitalsame way with my backif I came back to the
veterans' hospital, and they check it and they think that's what's wrong,
then they'd do it. Well, somebody tells you you're nuts, that it's all in
your head, and they're going to take off your right arm, I don't want them
operating on me. I just kind of got a bad deal. A lot of the boys didn't,
but I have to go to the VA.
MAG: It was absolutely terrible.
Then I went back to work and things got better. I worked for the Santa
Fe.
HG: Twice a year just to get my medicine, see. VA has to
authorize. I have to get my medicine through the VA.
LP: Well, I
know there's one other thing. I know you're about to move. You say you've
lived in this house, what, 53 years?
HG: And I don't know
whether I'm going to be able to stand it. It's going to be a lot smaller,
I've got a lot of stuff to get rid of.
LP: But you're only
moving what is almost right across the street, or not very far, anyway,
just down there. Well, I wish you luck on the move, and I thank for this
interview.
HG: What do you mean, right across the street?
LP: Well, I misspoke. It's really up a few blocks. Thank you again
for the interview.
HG: I hope it's all right.
[Interview ends tape 2, side A, count 420.]
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